Monday, March 31, 2014


I try to hide away my tears but this impeccable liquid flows down
I try to be strong but this failing strength gives away
I pretend to be happy but only I know the truth
I try to smile away sorrow but it isn’t going away
I try to gush down my pain but it’s never going to leave
I try not to care but this stubborn heart fails me
Is this what you call life? Is it worth living?
A life, tampered with pains and suffering
Obstacles boulder the every successive journey
Life indeed is what people call a ‘big unsolved mystery’


Every day I yearn for your presence
That soothing smile across your lips
And that beautiful stunning eyes
I remember the way you took my hand
But it was my heart that you took away
The way you made butterflies in my stomach
And the way you looked at me with that smile

Although the distance of us is greater
But the promise we made still encloses us
The fate of us stands strong against all
Determined and resistance to the chaos of the world
Free and vigilant, that’s how our minds are
Empty and dark turned by the bitterness
But forget not, you are home to me

Wind of change

Time have lapsed away
Yet I remain attached to the nostalgia
Of the remaining fragments
The spree of life was bottled for you
But you saccharine it blissfully

Innocence filled our past; of our time
Unaware of hectic cosmos around
But it’s far away now; eons away
It’s only the fragments that’s left
Savored in this agony circus
Unfelt, by the universe or forgotten

Your last image daggered my soul
Fresh tears slides with your memory
Rooted to the ground I stood
While you drenched in blood lay
Eying me for help; your last hope
Alas! Forgive me my dear
For I couldn’t assist you; numb I remained
I watched you being taken away
Far away from my life, from my grasps

How I wish to turn back the wheel
To moment every single second
To savor your cheering laughter
And play without fear of world
To sing without dread of being heard
But it’s gone now, never to turn
Gone with the wind of change

unrequited love


Safe me from this unrequited love
For I can’t withstand the enduring pain
 The gulf of pain, wrecked the ship of my peace
Oh…this unworthy love of mine
Can’t illumine my shadowed life
Darkness creeps me within
Can’t uphold myself to meet your gaze
Your presence stoops me now

Drowned by your bitterness
I gasped for air of freedom
Agony defines my life
Coldness overwhelms me inside
How can the light skim away?
Farther away from me

The clouds of betrayal lingers above
As though it’ll shower its wrath
To thee I pray,
Never let love darken my door again
For I’ve aggrieved it well
I’ve no strength to confront it
Nor the wisdom to understand
Pray that time elapse away
The pain bygone with it  

can you forget?

Can you forget the wounds of past?
Amidst of the pain and it’s scar
Betrayal might have been easily earned
Trust and truth bleeds the price
Reminiscence of yester-year wrinkles the time
Beautiful youth escapes through crack
The unforgettable days reshoring again

 Can you overlook the wounds of past?

Friday, March 28, 2014

our life is full of surprises... and it's also true that big things comes in small packages! until now i have been wondering what life is all about. i have wondered along without ambition of my own, lived for other people and without expectation of any kind or hope of better life. i have been living in accordance to the rules and regulation set by the society...been trapped here foe a while now... but now, it's time for me wake up. it's time for me to spread my wings and set off to my destiny. i am not sure what life have stored in my journey, not sure where it will lead me... but i have taken this journey, my new beginning...
i can forgive you for your mistake but cannot forget the pain i endured. i can befriend you but cannot trust you again... i can like you but then...i cant afford to love you again...

Monday, March 17, 2014

sometimes you got to fall down and bleed. you need to crumble down and loose faith. you got to accept failure and loose hope. sometimes you....just need to burn out...coz that's when you will realize that true meaning of life. that is when you will find the courage and determination to stand and fight back. that's the time when you will confront your true self. acceptance of failure is not failure, it's your victory against your ego and yourself.

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