tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7980027020479087552024-02-08T10:35:12.149-08:00Dear Godletters to the Creator. (crazy, funny, absurd but with truth and sincerity.)Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.comBlogger13125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-14873139723253145852014-05-11T21:12:00.000-07:002014-06-04T03:57:43.488-07:00 WHO AM I? <div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: 150%;">
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">The
missing chapters of my life are now filling up. The empty pages that once tormented
me are slowly being engraved. Maybe it was me who never had the courage to turn
the page. I thought that being successful and leading a content life was the
purpose my life. I assumed that leading the way was better than being led. Although,
it turned out that it was a part of a mirage created by my selfishness ‘If I do
well, I will live up to everyone’s expectation’ that’s what always occupied my
mind. Until now, I have only thought of succeeding and doing well. It was only,
I, me and myself, because I thought that destiny was our own making. However,
my life took a different turn. The introvert me began to fade and I realized
that I wasn’t the only one to feel that way. I recognized the strength and
connections of friendship. My friends helped me and guided me to a new path of
life. They taught me that challenges in life are lesson in disguise. I learnt
to acknowledge and was acknowledged on return.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">Who
really am I? What’s my destiny? And where does my future lie? Before, it took
me eternity to answer these questions as I had no clue of what I wanted in
life. But, now I realized what the purpose of my life is. Other than family
obligation, societies’ responsibilities and as a student, I do have additional
role to play. The role that can influence the people. I always had a passion in
writing, but never have I thought that I would take it as my career. It doesn’t matter whether I become a
journalist or not, but I want to give voice to the unvoiced, create awareness
and to help the deprived ones. I may not be the best but I don’t want to lack
behind either. It’s really difficult to define myself. Sometimes I am crazy yet
I am rational. I am impatient but I am tolerant too. Usually I don’t converse
with people but at-times I become talkative. I live with the philosophy, “No
one can make you inferior unless yourself.” <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">With
the small community, our actions can make a big difference. The future that I
have decided on is filled with difficulties and competition. Nevertheless, through
guidance and assistance from teachers and friends I will be able to fulfill my
destiny. Not a soul can predict the future. No one knows what life has been
stored for us. But then again, it’s in our capability to make it better.
There’s a distinction between creating a better future and dreaming of better
future. Any person can dream of better prospect but only a hard-working with
passion can create a future. For that reason, I want to work hard and create a
better hope for everyone. despite my own failure and weakness i have already embarked on this journey.The journey to my destiny has already begun. </span><span style="font-family: Times New Roman, serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-29300020054594631372014-04-21T20:48:00.001-07:002014-06-04T04:17:54.573-07:00as long as you are with me.<h2>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>My life was empty and it was difficult living. The only thought that occupied my mind was 'you are a loser, and won't succeed in anything'. It got harder every day. Although I had friends who cheered for me and was supportive. Yet...the empty space in my life was never filled. I am person whose destiny is uncertain, I have dreams and ambition but not the courage to make it happen. I have hopes and aspiration but it is like an illusion...What is my purpose? Where lies my future? What is stored in for me?....that...I really didn't know. It's not that I never reflected on these questions.... these never left me alone. the more i ponder on it the more it got difficult and confusing. </b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Middle schools and high schools were filled with fantasies. It was the companion of my mates that my life brightened up. Friendship for me became an important part of my life. If it wasn't for them, my life would have been miserable.I would still be living alone, somewhere at the corner. Friendship, as i grew...it grew and strengthened with me. It shaped my life and my understanding of the world. My life has become less miserable and I enjoy each passing days. Some times, I question myself, 'where is that girl who was afraid to live?' and i answer... 'that girl died a long time ago'.</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>The feeling of remorse and guilt that had filled me have disappeared. My friends have brightened my life... Moreover, it changed my prospect of life. What i am today, i owe it to my friends. Without them, i would not be here. The importance of friendship, no one knows it better than me.</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>My life is more cheerful and worth living and it's all coz i have my friends with me. My life is beautiful as long as you are with me...</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>THANK YOU FRIENDS.</b></span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-20805874543287247412014-04-09T00:58:00.000-07:002014-06-04T04:28:33.630-07:00can't afford to love....<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>no matter how much i tried to get a grip of myself... i only land up hurting. the very idea of falling in love... it gives me chill down my spine. it's not because i don't want to... it's just that i am afraid. i have seen my friends cry, seen them doing the most ridiculous things and creating a chaos. i don't want to put myself in their shoes. don't want to be betrayed and back-stabbed. don't want my expectation to shatter nor my dreams and hopes. i can understand the pain of losing someone dear ... i do know how it feels when someone close to you disappears without a trace...know how it feels when some one who used to stay by your side, just leaves without a word of goodbye...</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>"you cant live alone"...my friends always reminds me of that. but just to have a company, i don't want to mislead anyone. it was the most difficult decision of my life, and now i can't turn back from my words. i have already made up my mind and now i just can't go hare-ware. i can't go astray. i just can't....can't afford to fall in love.</b></span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-71688343504778246292014-03-31T00:35:00.001-07:002014-06-04T04:21:12.902-07:00life<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I try to hide away my tears but this impeccable liquid flows
down</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I try to be strong but this failing strength gives away</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I pretend to be happy but only I know the truth</b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I try to smile away sorrow but it isn’t going away</b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I try to gush down my pain but it’s never going to leave</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I try not to care but this stubborn heart fails me </b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Is this what you call life? Is it worth living?</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>A life, tampered with pains and suffering</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Obstacles boulder the every successive journey</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Life indeed is what people call a ‘big unsolved mystery’</b></span></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-63687271419909316382014-03-31T00:34:00.002-07:002014-06-04T04:30:36.172-07:00missing<div class="MsoNormal">
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Every day I yearn for
your presence<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>That soothing smile
across your lips<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>And that beautiful
stunning eyes<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I remember the way you
took my hand <o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>But it was my heart
that you took away<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>The way you made
butterflies in my stomach<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>And the way you looked
at me with that smile<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
</div>
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<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Although the distance
of us is greater<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>But the promise we
made still encloses us<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>The fate of us stands
strong against all<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Determined and
resistance to the chaos of the world<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Free and vigilant,
that’s how our minds are<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Empty and dark turned
by the bitterness</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>But forget not, you
are home to me</b></span><o:p></o:p></div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-71018470145923401642014-03-31T00:34:00.000-07:002014-06-04T05:00:19.359-07:00 Wind of change<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Time
have lapsed away</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Yet
I remain attached to the nostalgia<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Of
the remaining fragments<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>The
spree of life was bottled for you<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>But
you saccharine it blissfully<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Innocence
filled our past; of our time<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Unaware
of hectic cosmos around<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>But
it’s far away now; eons away<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>It’s
only the fragments that’s left<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Savored
in this agony circus<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Unfelt,
by the universe or forgotten<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Your
last image daggered my soul<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Fresh
tears slides with your memory<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Rooted
to the ground I stood<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>While
you drenched in blood lay<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Eying
me for help; your last hope<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Alas!
Forgive me my dear<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>For
I couldn’t assist you; numb I remained <o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I
watched you being taken away <o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Far
away from my life, from my grasps<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>How
I wish to turn back the wheel <o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>To
moment every single second<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>To
savor your cheering laughter<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>And
play without fear of world<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>To
sing without dread of being heard<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>But
it’s gone now, never to turn</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Gone
with the wind of change</b></span><span style="font-family: Tunga, sans-serif; font-size: 14pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-71296246241680146132014-03-31T00:32:00.001-07:002014-06-04T05:08:51.552-07:00 unrequited love<h2>
<span style="font-family: "Blackadder ITC"; font-size: 20.0pt;"> </span></h2>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Safe
me from this unrequited love</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>For
I can’t withstand the enduring pain<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b> The gulf of pain, wrecked the ship of my peace<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Oh…this
unworthy love of mine<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Can’t
illumine my shadowed life<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Darkness
creeps me within<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Can’t
uphold myself to meet your gaze<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Your
presence stoops me now<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Drowned
by your bitterness<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I
gasped for air of freedom<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Agony
defines my life <o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Coldness
overwhelms me inside<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>How
can the light skim away? <o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Farther
away from me<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b><br /></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>The
clouds of betrayal lingers above<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>As
though it’ll shower its wrath<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>To
thee I pray,<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Never
let love darken my door again<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>For
I’ve aggrieved it well <o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>I’ve
no strength to confront it<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Nor
the wisdom to understand<o:p></o:p></b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>Pray
that time elapse away</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><b>The
pain bygone with it </b></span><span style="font-family: Blackadder ITC; font-size: 20pt;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-75818141795616117762014-03-31T00:31:00.000-07:002014-03-31T00:31:08.173-07:00<h2>
<span lang="EN-GB">can you forget?</span></h2>
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<span lang="EN-GB"><br /></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Can you forget the wounds of past?</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Amidst of the pain and it’s scar</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Betrayal might have been easily earned</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Trust and truth bleeds the price</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Reminiscence of yester-year wrinkles the
time</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">Beautiful youth escapes through crack</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB">The unforgettable days reshoring again</span></div>
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you overlook the wounds of past?<a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="_GoBack"></a></span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-82159876617043018522014-03-28T01:07:00.001-07:002014-03-28T01:07:15.495-07:00our life is full of surprises... and it's also true that big things comes in small packages! until now i have been wondering what life is all about. i have wondered along without ambition of my own, lived for other people and without expectation of any kind or hope of better life. i have been living in accordance to the rules and regulation set by the society...been trapped here foe a while now... but now, it's time for me wake up. it's time for me to spread my wings and set off to my destiny. i am not sure what life have stored in my journey, not sure where it will lead me... but i have taken this journey, my new beginning...Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-17422376293326265462014-03-28T00:47:00.001-07:002014-03-28T01:14:06.351-07:00i can forgive you for your mistake but cannot forget the pain i endured. i can befriend you but cannot trust you again... i can like you but then...i cant afford to love you again...Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-28194609996632892752014-03-17T21:35:00.003-07:002014-03-17T21:35:55.765-07:00sometimes you got to fall down and bleed. you need to crumble down and loose faith. you got to accept failure and loose hope. sometimes you....just need to burn out...coz that's when you will realize that true meaning of life. that is when you will find the courage and determination to stand and fight back. that's the time when you will confront your true self. acceptance of failure is not failure, it's your victory against your ego and yourself. Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-28649997854109418872014-01-07T07:35:00.003-08:002014-01-07T07:35:59.357-08:00sometimes it's not about how you face a situation but how you want to face it...Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06622923468144592341noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-798002702047908755.post-18746385116056117952014-01-02T03:46:00.002-08:002014-01-02T03:46:55.569-08:00have a passion to thrill you, a dream to conquer, an attitude not to heel.<br />
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