The
missing chapters of my life are now filling up. The empty pages that once tormented
me are slowly being engraved. Maybe it was me who never had the courage to turn
the page. I thought that being successful and leading a content life was the
purpose my life. I assumed that leading the way was better than being led. Although,
it turned out that it was a part of a mirage created by my selfishness ‘If I do
well, I will live up to everyone’s expectation’ that’s what always occupied my
mind. Until now, I have only thought of succeeding and doing well. It was only,
I, me and myself, because I thought that destiny was our own making. However,
my life took a different turn. The introvert me began to fade and I realized
that I wasn’t the only one to feel that way. I recognized the strength and
connections of friendship. My friends helped me and guided me to a new path of
life. They taught me that challenges in life are lesson in disguise. I learnt
to acknowledge and was acknowledged on return.
Who
really am I? What’s my destiny? And where does my future lie? Before, it took
me eternity to answer these questions as I had no clue of what I wanted in
life. But, now I realized what the purpose of my life is. Other than family
obligation, societies’ responsibilities and as a student, I do have additional
role to play. The role that can influence the people. I always had a passion in
writing, but never have I thought that I would take it as my career. It doesn’t matter whether I become a
journalist or not, but I want to give voice to the unvoiced, create awareness
and to help the deprived ones. I may not be the best but I don’t want to lack
behind either. It’s really difficult to define myself. Sometimes I am crazy yet
I am rational. I am impatient but I am tolerant too. Usually I don’t converse
with people but at-times I become talkative. I live with the philosophy, “No
one can make you inferior unless yourself.”
With
the small community, our actions can make a big difference. The future that I
have decided on is filled with difficulties and competition. Nevertheless, through
guidance and assistance from teachers and friends I will be able to fulfill my
destiny. Not a soul can predict the future. No one knows what life has been
stored for us. But then again, it’s in our capability to make it better.
There’s a distinction between creating a better future and dreaming of better
future. Any person can dream of better prospect but only a hard-working with
passion can create a future. For that reason, I want to work hard and create a
better hope for everyone. despite my own failure and weakness i have already embarked on this journey.The journey to my destiny has already begun.
